Deb, no offence, but the older we get the more of these absolutely bizzare experiences we have. It's either that or I have the red sign that tells people that I also need all of the crap in my life as well. I guess what I am saying is life happens and I am truly sorry that we get exposed to so much trauma as we do. Not to take over your thread but through my job I had one murder suicide, one murder, and in my life, I had one double murder. My T says it's just living and being in the world. Hope that helps.