Finally really decided I had to get out. Am staying at least the night at a hostel...and possibly going to see a friend after that. Now it's just become a matter of: I'm physically sick, mentally sensitive & weak atm, and I think it's unhealthy for me to stick around the outbursts and insults and anger. Starting to feel like a real dumb^$$ for ignoring the lesson of my parents and believing that a good man could stay good and a depressed woman could be a good wife. Fml atm