I am new here and I don't even know where to begin except I can feel myself beginning to lose all desire to do anything, except I do manage to keep my job. My job requires that I travel so I'm not with my family and I am now going through a divorce, which is only adding more stress to my life. I wanted the divorce because my husband is so needy and I couldn't handle my job and try to please his every need as well. Today has not been a good day. My sleep habits are horrible. I have no energy and feel fatigued and exhausted all the time. I have spent most of the day crying and wondering is it time to get help. I have put it off knowing I need answers and probably some sort of medication to level my moods. I can't go on like this. I have very few friends anymore and I don't want to run the few off that I have by constantly crying and telling them how horrible I feel. I am a pitiful mess and just want to give up.