I called the office in tears and they finally faxed my feillls. They just installed a new computer system and my refill requests were sent out into cyberspace. The pdoc is only in her office two days a week so she didn't get my phone messages. I am starting to recover. I think the benzos were causing the big withdralws. I have been on then for a while and quiting them cold turkey insn't recommended. I have epilepsy and I ran out of the anticonvulsant to so it all happened once. No fun!