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Originally Posted by stopdog
I am very frustrated and want to destroy every connection I have with anything. I won't destroy anything, but I have a great fantasy about blowing myself up in a huge fiery ball or being crushed by a wall or something and then walking away from the rubble alone (this is a fantasy so I am not dead) and never have a need for another human interaction ever. In the fantasy, the pets and all other humans are fine.
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I really like this fantasy. To be able to just walk away sounds good. I often daydream about taking off (with my dog) to the mountains and getting off the grid so no one can find me. Then the fact that I have a mother who's life depends on me being at her beckoning call crashes my dream.