uthia so glad you posted. just a thought but are you comfortable starting a thread about your post in this thread. i know your anguish from my former 'career' of alcoholism. lots of support here. think you would get feedback if you start a thread about how you feel..
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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