2bme, i know it's hard. just keep breathing and stay calm. you are really not alone. we are here with you ok. it'll be ok. be careful when you drive back home. once you get home family won't be so upset. i know you didn't mean to worry, you did what you had to. why you went there is something you can think about later, when you are in a safe place ok. here with you. ((hugs)) keep us posted. i care and i will listen.