It's been 6 days, and let's just say my mood has dipped again. I've had problems with my digestive system, and that has brought on sui thinking. the SI thinking is almost better than the sui thinking. I Know my mind is trying to find an escape from the physical pain of my body, and the pain that has come in my mind.....

I can say that I'm one month clean of SI... but I"m not sure if that is actually a good thing. I don't know anymore.