Yes, that is what I thought was happening, even the holding of you (hugging) is his longing to BE you in many ways. It is sad really, but not something you can truely fix for him really.

I am sorry that you have this challenge Silent. I know that you have such a good heart and you truely feel for others.

This aspect of you, well, I was thinking about you today. And you have what I would call really strong nurturing abilites and sensitivities. And I have seen this in animals too, for example horses that have great instincts and talent for mothering. Some mares (female horses) are truely good at that, that is thier gift. And some women are truely gifted mothers as well Silent. Women are truely designed to be intutive because human children take so much time to grow and they depend on their mothers to be intuitive about their needs. So many women are just designed to be this way, not all though, some women are not good mothers to be honest. But some women are truely talented and have great abilities and senses to be wonderful mothers.

And part of that is also the willingness to set herself aside for the welfare of her child too. And that happens in many mammels and some mother mammels will stand in defense of their offspring putting their lives in danger even if the offspring is already dead. That is how powerful some of regular mammel mother's instincts are.

And I am sure that is something about you, your essense that is very strong and he also might be picking up on that as well. There is an essance about these women that have so much natural instinct for good mothering.

Not every woman is meant to have some big ole career and high life. Some women are very fulfilled with child bearing and nurturing. I have to say, I honestly enjoyed every minute of raising my child, I just loved it. Not all mothers are like that to be honest. I was very content and fulfilled to do that, would have loved having more children to be honest.

Something to think about. But make sure you find ways to love and care for yourself because children imprint everything. But you have time to work on that. And good mothers are not stupid either.

(((Hugs)))
Open Eyes