i am very happy for you to tell the truth even though it fell on deaf ears.
that's ok, i believe you, and this is part of healing.
when the time is right you will reunite with your family, no rush, but just remember you can't force someone to agree with you.
keep on healing, right now i am reading a book by charles stanly called "gifted of forgiveness."
may our CHRIST continue to heal you and guide you towards peace and freedom.