I don't have advice for you either
Sadly, there is no magical 'STOP SI NOW' button... That would be nice, huh? I understand why you are doing what you are... I wish no one SI'ed... So much would be better...
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Maybe I didn't ask for this.
Maybe I don't want this.
Maybe I can't fight this.
Maybe I'm helpless.
Maybe you hurt me.
Maybe you're confused.
Maybe I need your help.
I'm lost. I'm scared. I'm sick. I'm hurt.
I am bleeding the destruction of everyone I love!