I woke up this morning expecting to feel miserable and have to listen everyone tell me I need to cheer up and stop being so angry and insecure and then I found out after school I was going to the psych... I was SI free today up until that point. I got diagnosed today. My dad is dead-set against meds and therapy. He insists I can get over this on my own. I might get the meds anyways if I can find a way. I don't know.