((((((((Raindropvampire)))))))), I am so very sorry that all your focused attempts to keep this very thing from happening were totally roadblocked. What he did to you sounds to me like the emotional/psychological equivalent of throwing you, alive, into boiling water.

This man is abusing you, to the point of torture. Is this personal, or is he Mi? Is is a sadist in other ways?

* hugs galore sitting near *

Roadie