I feel like I am in this dark hole I can't climb out of. I talked to my mom about going to the doctor again. She said that we could but we wouln't go a lot. That means a lot less then before. I was supposed to go every week but I ened up going once every three weeks. Now I would be going less than that. I am worse than ever now. She also greatly implied that is would be a big hassle to take me. I have no car. they won't let me get one. I am trapped with all these problems and no way out.