Self esteem has to come from within.

Perna, I trust my grandmother too and her judgements but the fact that she states a good quality about me doesn't truly matter because it's not what I believe to be true. I do agree that I need to take responsibility for my actions, there's no denying that. But what if taking responsability is not enough? What happens when you can not stop going over the mistakes and knowing that even if you did your best, it still wasn't enough?

I think what Coraline said about taking smaller leaps of faith in yourself sounds the most logical. Easy right? Do something right and don't make another mistake.

Mr. Venomous, it comes down to that faith thing again. Logically thinking, we have to trust in ourselves that we are much more than we know to be true at this moment.

Sorry if I am not making any sense, it's been a bit of a difficult week and I feel like I'm under water with a million bubbles all around me, not able to see any one thing clearly.