Thank you; oksomaybeimnuts, time0, SeptemberMorn and EJ711!

My tummy leads its own life... always naughty! Not connected to me having a surgery, EJ711. Maybe I wrote a bit strange...

Well... I am focusing on my family, but I need to listen to others and to show compassion. It makes me feel a bit useful... I love people... it's just the way I am. But I do know that I tend to care a bit too much sometimes about others in need. Hard to change one's behaviour though!
It's been down-hills now for a while, when it comes to me. I just have a really hard time seeing how it will get any better. There's way too much going on!

I'm empty! All my power has fled!

To get our boy to bed this evening, was really tough. I could feel his worry inside of me! He attacked me with his words and by kicking and talking very loud! All the time when he did this, I knew why... because he's so anxious right now because of a lot of things... The major thing that sets him off is that school is so different now at the end of terms. So many things are happening... the routine he needs to feel better isn't there right now.
Anyway... it's hard to take all his out-bursts... it gets to you... although you know why he's acting the way he is.

To not feel good yourself and then having to deal with everything else is soooo draining. I'm dead beat!

Wow... what a good and helping friend I am now!!!!! Whining! Whining! Whining!

Sorry!