When my T and I had a pretty severe rupture, he offered to bring in another therapist to sit in with us to help us work through our rupture. We were able to work it out on our own, but I was glad that he was willing to do that in order to help us get to where we needed to be.

I'd imagine that having this 2nd therapist will be helpful to you, to help sort out your feelings, with someone who is more objective. And I totally understand that underlying drive to want to stay with your T, the one you've developed a strong attachment to. Hopefully, by having this 2nd therapist involved, perhaps this T can help you determine whether or not it's a healthy attachment, etc.