I have a fiance' who means the world to me. I have been with him for almost a year... thing is I can't have sex with him. I get uncomfortable when he hugs me or tries to kiss me or anything.

I have been sexually abused and raped and those things affect me constantly. I wish I could make him happy but I feel like I'm making him miserable because I can't be touched. He says he understands but I question it a lot. *sigh* why can't I just be okay...