Don't ever give up ! I felt this way for a very long time but soon came to the realization I had to take it one second one minute one hour one day one week one month one year at a time once I gave my self the permissons to take time and ride it out I relaxed once I did that it all started to fall into place one second one minute one hour one day one week one month one year at a time be safe and belive there is time to get well and you will ...