people dont understand if i have days where all i want to do is scream and kick something
or where all i want is to curl up in bed and never come out
or when im just mad at everything and everyone
my mom spends all her energy at work and the house and trying to 'safe' my older brother and my sister clings onto her as if she's going to die too otherwise. so no more time or energy for me except to yell at eachother i guess
i dont know... i know she is hurting too, everyone is but i get so frustrated sometimes