fuzzybear i like what you wrote here..

i dont mind being flawed i guess.. i dont know.. in a way it gives me a push to try to help myself more than i may not have.. its just how i see it though..

im not perfect.. nor ever want to be..

in one of my T sessions 2 weeks ago i said something that just kind of slipped out of my mouth.. and my T had me repeat it again.. she said i needed to say it again and allow myself to hear it.. so i did.. and i was so amazed.. it was the first time in my life i had a realization of such truth.. and a very tiny bit of hope & comfort for myself.. what i said in session was..

"it wasnt my fault.. but i sure carried that blame.. i wasnt asking for it!"

i dont know why i shared this with you.. just felt led to.. anyway.. hope you are doing ok..

Kat