destabilize..... dang it..... so right now, I'm so figety that studying is impossible, My attention jumps really quickly... oh and the down of the depression is bring on si/sui type thinking. The question is how can I not let it affect me? That... I don't know..

For right now, I"ll have to get lunch and then start reading for physics, in a very quite room.... hope that willl help... if not then I"ll think of something.... I hope.