Last night I had a dream that may seem silly to others, but was really disturbing to me. I was in the bathtub full of warm water and my brother knocked on the bathroom door, saying I had been in there for hours and asking if I was almost done. That's when my body felt weird and I realized I was wearing clothes - specifically, the pajamas that they make you wear in the psych hospital. I felt extremely heavy, but really wanted to take the clothes off so I began to take the things off, one piece at a time. It felt almost impossible because the clothes weighed a ton.

Then I looked and saw that the door was open...fortunately there was a curtain covering the tub that I could see through but they couldn't see me. Different family members began walking by and asking about me, if I was almost done. I was still trying to take the clothes off, and feeling very tired and helpless. Then I woke up.

To give a bit of background info, I realized about a week ago that the reason I won't take showers is because I had to take showers at the psych hospital, which I've been to 9 different times, and absolutely HATED IT. So since then I have been taking baths...they feel more safe and comfortable. This has been on my mind a lot, so I'm guessing that's why I had this dream.

Any input would be greatly appreciated, thank you.