Hugs your way! I am so sorry you are suffering. I am really glad you came here. This is a wonderful site with supportive, lovely people.

This is the first post I've read from you so please forgive me if I am asking you to repeat yourself:

1. Does your P know you suddenly stopped taking the medication?
2. Do you have a T that you speak with?
3. Do you have a support system outside of PC?

You are not alone. You can get through this..we are here.