She sent me a second email 2 hours ago after she read my reply and realized I wasn't comprehending what she had said so she said things in simple terms to make sure I understood what she said. She made sure that I knew she wasn't going to be injured forever and that she'd go back to being my hermana again once she healed. Right now her body hurts and doing anything including typing triggers the pain.

One of my FB friends is trying to be a substitute and she thinks she understands me but no one really does. My hermana and I are super in sync that she knows the kind of support I need without me telling her what I need from her. And it's the emotional support I can't get from anyone but her. The support I get from my hermana is this loving, comforting, soothing feeling and she can get me calmed down instantly when I'm having a melt down or anxiety issues.