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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
Not sure if this is a bipolar thing or not. I tend to be rather gullible. But it depends on the person talking to me. Like I can always tell when my dad is telling me tales just to try to get me. I know he's like that and I grew up with him, so I know when he's trying to pull my leg. But my husband is that way, too. But I can't tell when he's pulling my leg. He could tell me the sky turned purple and I would go check. LOL.
But I think that's just me.
On the other hand, it says people with bipolar have poor judgement (which causes risk taking.) But I know it causes other problems. Like I think that's why I had so much trouble holding a job. My reasoning skills weren't what I thought they were. It seemed perfectly reasonable to quit a job at a store because I didn't want to offer people the company credit card if they spent so much money. Or to quit because "it wasn't a real enough job." Or other stupid reasons like that. So maybe believing rumors has something to do with that.
As for them getting you all upset, I have repetitive obsesive and racing thoughts. When something upsets me it races through my head on a continuous loop and makes me feel like I'm going crazy. Sometimes these thoughts last only a day or a few hours, but more likely they can be troublesom for me for weeks, months, and even years. I used to replay all the bad things that happened to me in Junior high/ high school every night and couldn't sleep due to obsessing over the past. I did this until I was 25 years old! Thankfully all of that I've put behind me now, but whenever something bad happens I just find myself trapped in the loop.
So, I would say because it has a negative impact on your life, that's something you should tell your doctor.
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I have the same issue with the endless loop, it really annoys the heck out of me. I seem to play embarrassing and negative events over and over, sometimes from as far back as my childhood. They just pop on and start playing out of nowhere, the worst part is when they happen in middle of conversations with people.
I have been through so many doctos and I settled on the one I am with now because he is the only one who has made any kind of progress. That being said, I try to explain these things to my doctor and I feel like I can get the same response/advice from a potted plant. If I can get a job and get myself on track, I am going to start the hunt for a new doc.