Dear T, it looks like there's something in the air today...so many people feeling helpless and hopeless, myself included. I've never felt so discouraged.

Thank you for continuing to try, though; you pointed out that I keep coming, so there is a fighter somewhere in me and I desperately want to believe that tiny bit of hope you seem to see. I really don't right now, though. Please keep hanging in there with me. Don't give up on me just yet.