Saturday, I was sitting on the couch, and a strange feeling came over me..... A movie began to play it was full of a scary place in time. I remember when my stepfather got me pregnant... When I got the results I was shocked.... I was 16 years old..... he had been sexually abusing me for a while...... he used objects and penetration..... I could smell him I could feel him touching me...... then it was time for me to take care of it...the sounds and pain were horrible .... I am more deep in my coma, I can hardley speak.... My T session today was very sad and stressful...... My journey is hard and will be long...... T said she would hang in there with me every step of the way.... I am just sorry my old T did not start this process.... I think I would have been further down the road.....Altheia