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Apr 19, 2012, 12:27 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2010
Location: Indy
Posts: 43,373
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Think we found most of the problem. Now just need to make it the Pdoc and hopefully it'll be ok.
Got home this morning apologized for my meltdown and explained what triggered me and why. I dug in and kept asking him was this about something else. I'm a bad person I totally forgot that it's 3 days from his last psychotic break. He's completely freaking out about losing it again and being put in the hospital. Plus he knows I'm completely stressed right now and worries that if he has another episode I'll leave. I tried to explain that last year he wasn't on meds and wasn't in regular therapy. Plus within 28 days we had to take my great uncle off life support, my aunt's husband was murdered, D had a huge blow-up with his sister, our car broke down, my mom had a slight mental break down and he and my brother were going at each other like rabid wolverines. That's a lot of stress and I personally think it led to his psychotic break. Right now he's asleep out in our car He wanted to come to work with me but at midnight I have to lock the doors and no one else can be in here. So he sat with me until 12, then took his night meds and went to lay down.
I feel so bad that I forgot about last year. He was in a coma for 5 days from all the crap he took. Then they kept him for another 23 until they were sure he was ok to be out. I'm a bad wife
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