(((((((Mary Alice)))))))

I've missed you darling . I suppose I do realize that my doctors do have to retain some sort of professionalism and distance, its just hard to not interpret this as cold and uncaring sometimes unfortunately.

I know you really do care, you have proven this to me time and time again . I know you are there, the only obstacle is actually me getting up and asking for help, which is a major fault/downfall of mine. '

I know it does become easier, and I am trying so hard to not be seduced by these notions. But what matters is that we are both still here and still rowing I really appreciate the kind words hun, and know that I am here for you every bit as much as you are here for me. We've been through alot, and I guess we just need to keep on keeping on, despite the call of the waves.

*giant hugs*

<3 Kelly <3