I am not new to this. I've been here for a long long time. When I first found PC I made some great friends, and we all left, came back, left, and so on.... I have gone back and read some posts from old friends and some of them have had success and happiness... and while I am happy for those who have bought houses with dogs and instant families, I can't help it. I feel jealous... so sad that I am such a waste. And I'm so lonely here sometimes.

I feel like I will never get better.

Where is the forum for stories of failure, cuz that's where I need to be.