No matter what I say here I often get into situations that I'm emotionally not ready for and its causing me a lot of pain within not to mention all the sleepless nights spent trying to figure out why I'm drawn to this place when all I see are heartbroken people trying to move on with their own lives am I really that downtrodden to belong here? Not knowing what my purpose for being here is making me crazy and its affecting me in more ways than one