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Originally Posted by Rose Panachée
Hugs your way! I am so sorry you are suffering. I am really glad you came here. This is a wonderful site with supportive, lovely people.
This is the first post I've read from you so please forgive me if I am asking you to repeat yourself:
1. Does your P know you suddenly stopped taking the medication?
2. Do you have a T that you speak with?
3. Do you have a support system outside of PC?
You are not alone. You can get through this..we are here.
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Thank you Rose! Yes my psychiatrist knows I stopped taking the medication. I just saw her yesterday and she decided not to do anything about my medicine. I got really mad at her for some things anyway yesterday. I do have a therapist that I speak with but haven't seen her since I went in to the psych hospital in February. I do have support outside of PC(I go to a program called the friendship program which is for people with Mental Illness) and I do have a fiance' but things are just going so haywire right now and I feel like I treat him horribly because I can't be intimate with him at all. Just holding hands or him putting his hand on my leg makes me flinch. I get so mad at myself about it but at the same time I can't help it. Thank you Rose for being so kind to me!