Hey Venus.
If you believe in your principles then you are only 'selling' your truth. Employment is a form of selling ones self to the job in hand. And being the best is not a fault.
Hanging around an 'Ivory' tower is not a crime.
You do not strike me as a quitter, so you will succeed.
What have you got to lose sending c.v's to peeps, they can only say no.
(relationships - hmm I defer).
Depression and anxiety to me can be passion for life n stuff.
Define living..lol
Fake, cool - the perfect actor, useful in life.
I guess the baggage I carry is defined my 'me'. So I make it light or heavy..
I hope this helped venus..
Reasons to live : Sun Rise. Sun Set. Planets. Stars. Colour. Music. Lit. The smell of books. Coffee. Dreams. Candy. Debate. Choc. Travel. Baths. Films. Photos. Spicy Food. Ice Cream. Trains. Video. Citys. Air ports. Internet Cafes. Rock formations. Sand. Seas. Sun.
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The opposite of a correct statement is a false statement .
But the opposite of profound truth maybe another profound truth.
(Niels Bohr) Nobel Prize Winner for Physics.
The universe started with an 'E'.
The universe will end with a 'K'.
(lyrics Acid House)
Its the truth even if it did not happen.
(Ken Kesey) One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest.Real science can be far stranger than science fiction and much more satisfying.