I want you guys to be my frends. But im scared. Its melly again. Mandie doesnt want me to come out i dont think because i am .. Its just i get mad sometimes. And i dont mean to do hurtful things but i just get so mad.

I wish she could just understand that I feel mad for them, because its not safe for them to get angry. Can i say angry here? I promise i dont want to hurt any of you. I just hate him.