I do I really hate me, This is not meant to be a self pity post so I am sorry if it comes across that way.

All my life I have been the victim of bullying, I have mood swings almost everyday so why would anyone want to be friends with someone like me?
I hate myself for it I hate the way I am and the way I look, I don't see myself as a nice person at all, I wish that I was a better person, I have tried to change but I can't, I am scared of myself.