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Originally Posted by Kittyclaws
I do I really hate me, This is not meant to be a self pity post so I am sorry if it comes across that way.
All my life I have been the victim of bullying, I have mood swings almost everyday so why would anyone want to be friends with someone like me?
I hate myself for it I hate the way I am and the way I look, I don't see myself as a nice person at all, I wish that I was a better person, I have tried to change but I can't, I am scared of myself.
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Kitty, I am sorry you are feeling so awful. I struggle with self-esteem issues, as well.
I didn't read your post as self pity, at all. Simply stating how you feel about yourself. I don't like myself much either. But I am working on it really hard with my T, doing homework and by coming here to PC. It's not easy. I am an "old lady" but I have a teeny bit of hope so I keep trying
Have you spoken with your T about this? What about your Pdoc? You are trying just by reaching out here, too, which is great!
You are lovely. And you are not alone
