I'm 20 years old, I've been in other relationships but I guess this is my first "real" relationship. On one hand I can imagine trying to make a life of my own with my son, but I can't imagine being with anyone else, I can't imagine having to schedule visits for my son, I want my son to have his father.

Also the fact that if I would leave him I'm sure he wouldn't get help, he would go back to old ways and there would be no saving him anymore. It would be 100% worse situation if my son would visit him then for us to just be a couple right now. I think I'm more concerned with hurting him by leaving then my own happiness at the moment.