I really Like that idea that we are already worthy and we don't have to seek it. I study the work of an African Shaman Malidoma Some and he says we all have gifts to develop and share with our community. I feel like I am thriving when I am developing my talents in this way. This is what i am passion about. Still I struggle like you with the feeling that I am a fraud even though I have spent years training and doing research. I won't give up. I will continue my work. I am just having a bit of a break down at the moment. I will have to check out The Book Of Secrets,
thanks.