i'm sorry that you're having such a hard time right now. how old is your child?

i know that it's frustrating to feel that your life is at a standstill. is it possible for you to take any classes where you live? do you get out at all? a part-time job perhaps?

if you could find someone to talk to, a minister, a therapist, a friend........someone IRL that you know and trust...i believe that would give you some comfort also. keep us posted. xoxoxo pat