I've always been kinda socially awkward but in the last 4 years it has become a rather extreme social phobia. In the last 2 years alone I have gained almost 60 pounds due too stress. My parents are constantly putting me down and making me feel like crap. I'm the oldest of my 2 other siblings and I know that my parents see me as a failure. It has suddenly dawned on me that I'm graduating in just one month and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. My parents want me out of the house as soon as possible. I'm so scared about my future that I've started considering suicide. Some of my relatives thought I should join the military but now I'm way too overweight and I don't think I'd be able to handle the stress of the military anyway. Please can someone tell me what I should do? Was anyone else in a similar situation?