<font color="green">You are where you are because you are ready to deal with this now. Our minds protect us and only give up what we can deal with at one time. It never feels like that, as the memories resurface. Rape flashbacks are ugly with sound scent taste and sensation. Sometimes I wonder if I would have chosen to heal or work on healing if I had know how much it would hurt. Nevertheless, I am a survivor, the worst has already happened and I didn’t die then – I am not going to die now. You will progress as fast as you should; remember to take the time to let yourself enjoy your victories. </font>
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dalila
Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Erma Bombeck
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