I can reach you dreamer.... I am under you! It is quite dark for sure...my T tells me to just "be " right now... I always get this way (worse in depression) after a pain flare... do I know this? no I can't remember that.

we will swirl in this darkness for a while and maybe later rise to catch a breath?

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>