I think I am on the upswing. Feeling less fear at this time and trying to put my past behind me finally and move on. Baby steps.

I sought counselling through the rough times (unemployment). Now, I need to push myself not to just settle for simply being employed. If I sit on this one job as my only solution, I will go no further. The company will be closing within the year, so using this job for presentt income support, I have to push forward and try to find something better to move on to.