This turned out to be a rant- sorry.

I am a little too angry and stressed out at the moment to ask the question in a direct manner, and to mention my points on why.

It could all be emotional for me right now, i am having trouble coping with this all....

I just don't want another dog to go through what this dog is going through- look in the pet section with my dilemma if needed.... she has mentioned not too long ago she wanted to get another dog, but i want her to know what is going on with the heart ach, possible believe she should share some of this.

I will try to come back to this- for some reason i don't see the delete button