Yes, just had a two week break from T, had a week's holiday and during this time gave myself a good talking to. 'Just get on with what you've got, you can manage without T, it will be good, summer's coming, feeling good, get out there and live'.............. then the night before T this week something triggered me big time and I realised I was just stuffing down things that really do need airing and I need professional help to bring them out and deal with them. One day though...........