Sorry wounded to hear about your troubles... The anger may take awhile to get over as after 20 years I still feel mine occasionally rear its ugly head. I even have a wonderful new man in my life.. my ex married whom I thought was my best friend, apparently while she was trying to be my friend and get me out a bit, she had her agenda, love is blind so they say.... anyhooooo.. you will find many on this board that can and will understand what you are going through, including the isolation you are experiencing I also do from being disabled, a whole nother story... gee now that you have heard my life story or least a small part of it I hope I am other members can bring a little light to your day and heart.... Linda