as im am only 14 i dont realy understand much of what im goin through , what i do know is i am determend to become a singer/rapper but i am findin education realy difficult latly like im to tired and depressed and im always obssesing and worring about things so i have to do compulsive stuff to try and stop thinking about it i cry for no reason sometimes and feel like i want to cry i keep feelin guilty about eating and sometimes try and make myself throw up its embarrisin to admit bt i realy need some one to talk to