Dear T - I think I'm going to have to cancel my next appt. It was just too weird the other day. Can't get it all out of my head. That stuff I gave you to read, it was just well my soul was just too open and and even though I trust you with it I felt so exposed I wanted to jump up and run away I don't know how I managed to stay sitting. I was so uncomfortable. And all the "I don't know"s, of course I know, and it terrifies me what's inside me, it's so not what I was brought up to believe, and it's all compounded by my realization after the fact that you really did look tired, and probably weren't feeling well, and more than probably weren't in the mood for my crap, but that stuff didn't even register in my stupid brain at the time. I am so very sorry for that. I think you need (and deserve) a break from my let's face it messed-up self. Love, me