Please, call your therapist. She will know what to do. Death isn't the option. Not because of other people but because of yourself. You deserve to live and to overcome your problems. It may seem like death is the only answer to a gazillion questions but it is not.

Try to think of this as a phase in your life where things seem unbearable but there are many more phases to come and none will be the same as this one. Hope does live, even if you can't see it now.

We are all fighters here, incredibly strong to have lived on for so long through our share of troubles, and you are one of us. You are strong and you will get through to the other side. Even if surviving right now means just lying in your bed hidden under the covers.

I wish I could send you all my courage and strenght to live right now.